Lately I have been feeling like I will never amount to anything. This has been on my mind for quite some time now. I even had a nightmare last night that my father told me that I would never amount to anything and that I will always fail. Obviously my father would never think this but I do have to wonder why I dreamt this. I just can’t seem to motivate myself to do anything that is outside my norm. Which makes me feel like I will be stuck at Walmart forever! This means that I would have not amounted to anything and that my nightmare came true. I tried creating a resume but all I ever do is start and never finish it. It is not easy to put on paper how unproductive my life has been. My resume is not impressive at all. How am I to believe that someone will hire me when I don’t believe in myself? Life doesn’t come easy for me like most people I know. Opportunities do not come knocking on my door, I always have to go find them. It is very tiring and just once I wish that the opportunity would come find me. We will see what the next few weeks bring, because work is switching my assistant manager to another assistant manager that no one can stand. She talks down to everyone and hardly does any work at all. I believe she craves being a bitch. When she becomes my new assistant, it might be the push in the right direction that I need to finish my resume. Like I said, only time will tell what the next few weeks will bring.
Evening Coffee Break
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Opportunity is where preparedness and willingness to step out of your comfort zone meet. It finds no one.
Just the fact that you’ve recognized that you don’t want to step outside of your comfort zone is huge. Now take that and do something with it. Everytime I go to a photo shoot I feel outside of my comfort zone and sometimes it pays sometimes it doesn’t. The things most worth doing are the things that scare you at least a little.
I believe that you can be great at whatever you choose so next time you doubt yourself know there are plenty of people here that believe in you.
-V-