I know it has been some time since I have last posted anything on here, however I will definitely try to change that since I will now use all sources of media to help myself achieve a very specific and personal goal(s). I assume that everyone would like a little summary of what has happened in my life thus far, for the fact of the reason mentioned above.
I had lost myself for some time and I couldn’t figure out exactly what I could do to help myself regain my life back. Everything began to mash together into one entity, and I couldn’t stop going with the motions of everyday life because they were programmed into my head to be second nature. Good news is that I caught a virus that completely overrode the program and I was able to regain my life back. The virus in this cause shall forever be known as, ADDERALL! dum dum DUMMMM!!
Adderall, along with a dose of “back to my roots,” has really helped restructure and organize my thoughts. Instead of just pondering about how I shall make it through the day, I now have two thoughts; How will I achieve my goal, and how can I use (said object/person) to achieve my goal. I realize that it sort of sounds like I am using people but rest assured, I am not. Adderall has made me feel like a normal person. I am no longer tired 24/7 and I have become way more ambitious. This miracle drug constantly takes me out of my comfort zone, to reveal more opportunities in life that I have never seen or knew I could have. Learning has become easier to grasp than a constant battle that I never thought I could win. I hate that I have wasted 26 years trying to catch up to every other human with normal learning abilities, but I am fine with it. I knew from a very early age that everything will come to me later in life then sooner. That is why I was born with a heart that has goals and ambitious that most people would have already given up on at my age. I feel like life came up to me…jumped into my arms…and said, “I am yours now. Do whatever your heart desires.”
So that brings me to the title of this blog, Lightspeed. There isn’t time to waste since I feel like I have already wasted 26 years just existing. At my age I should have already completely some of my goals, however in reality, I have completed zilch. I am going Lightspeed and no one can stop me. I have plans configured, support at the drop of the hat, and unlimited resources. Unlimited because if my brain can think it, then shall be it. I’m ready, but is the world? Only time will tell!
